freak-tion

as much as I try to do, think, analyze, plan... basically anything to complicate my life, I would ended up in a mists. No matter how hard i try, suffocation seems to be my loyal friend. Complexity is the way of living?
Perhaps people are attracted by a person with high level of complexity within. People will give themselves in, just to figure out the complication of complexity.
People gets bored easily when i reveal too much of my self to them WITHOUT them spending much time and efforts. I hate it. The tag of 'boring guy' is so annoying, just like stabbed me with a knife.
I wish i'm moving, but i go nowhere...

aiyoh... emo lah...