Saturday, January 3, 2009

As pure as Gold; white as angel

A father, holding his child with his hands,
gentle hands filled with warm and care,
unceasing love and affirmation,
is a place where they both called home;
an inner place where they can smile freely.

In 08, I was humbled by God who place 2 beautiful young lady into my life in the same time, and in the same time they both impacted me a with great lesson on "Childlike faith".
They ask for suffering coz they are afraid they might forget about God, they ask God to provide for what seems the most insignificant thing. Every time i hear them share about their faith, my heart just wept, not because of their faith but because they reflect how little faith i have in Him.
I pray ONLY when I'm weak, but they pray even when they are strong; I ask coz i cant do it, they ask even they knew they can do it with their own strength. The simplest acknowledgement of God's involvement in their life shows a great dept of their faith, and the closeness with DADDY.
It was painful because they reflected my sins, and I'm witnessing it 'LIVE'! They are just like a mirror exposing my nakedness. But I'm grateful for the reminder that I'm a sinner, and He has already clothe me with His mercy and crown me with His glory. How can it be that You love me this way? Amazing grace....

Indeed, learning this lesson wasn't a coincident. God just place them in stretagic places where I am close too, 2 very different place, Singapore and Malaysia(Can you imagine I feel so naked wherever I go?), yet they shared many similar character and personality, but most importantly they share a childlike faith that is as pure as a Gold; white as angel.
Thank you angels =D